I always say that "TGIF" but it doesn't really apply to me since I own a business and pretty much work around the clock. Not complaining...I can be home with my kids when they need me and then ignore them when I need to. Jokes. I actually tend to dread weekends sometimes because somehow in my messed up head I equate them to be = eat whatever the hell I want days. I just have to keep telling myself I "deserve" not to eat whatever I want and to have the body I deserve. Whatevs. Makes no sense to me but I'll try it on and see if it fits.
Anyhow, I am super excited that I decided to finally start this blog despite some of the negative feedback I've received bringing up the ex-husband. I don't get why it's such an off limits subject. I do not understand why people give me such a hard time about it. You can trust and believe if I give him a hard time I've given myself the same treatment x1000. I've had friends go through the Big D prior to me (when I used to think I would never let that happen to me/my family) and I was just simply there for them. Being there for them was the easy part as I couldn't imagine nor did I ever want to imagine what they were going through. Now I know on some level how they felt and I regret not hanging up the phone, driving over to their house and just giving them a big hug; with bottle(s) of wine in tow of course. It is an awful experience regardless if you're the person who initiated it or not. The addition of judgement and glass house squatters need not apply.
Why does divorce or the talk of divorce make people so uncomfortable? Who cares?! If it's not you going through it then just be thankful!! It's life. It happens. It sucks. I own my part of it and life. goes. on. Unfortunately for me I lost quite a few friends as a result of making a choice that eventually led to a happier life for my children, myself AND my ex-husband. How dare I? Seriously. It's not like I'm Casey Anthony for crying out loud. But again, I will touch on the taboo of divorce at a later time. Right now I come to you full of excitement and ready to start the weekend which involves my bf, family and good friends. What's everyone else up to?
Yesterday's Scorecard:
Went to Sprouts and loaded up on some fruits and veggies. That store stinks to high hell but the deals are 2nd to none. $.88 for a package of fresh blueberries?! Unheard of.
According to my scale yesterday morning it said I have lost 4 pounds (not quite ready to share the actual weight) since Tuesday. I think something isn't right there but you know what? I'll take it. It was motivation not to stuff my face at lunch with pizza.
Exercise:
Got up at the crack & cleaned my house and did laundry. Broke a sweat and I'm pretty sure I felt my heart beat a little faster. Deal.
Today's Fix:
Stayed up late last night working so I could take the kids to a pool or something today. A day in the house with no physical activity leads to front flips off the couch. No bueno. I'll figure out a way to be a little more active than I usually tend to be. Cannonball City off the diving board here I come.
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